Day 1

Well, this is it. No more brownies and cookies. No more cupcakes and reeses peanut butter cups. No more sugary cereals and chocolate milk. *sigh* I am done looking the way I look and I have accepted that I really am the only one who can change myself. So as of today, I am on my way to that skinny, tight and toned little body that I can be proud of. I wont sit down and have to tuck that fat roll hanging over into my pant anymore. Or wear great big baggy shirts to hide the chub. This is it!!

I started off me week my going to bed at 930. I have not done that in years and years! I got up at 7 and boiled a big pot of eggs. 36 to be eggsact! :) while they were cooking I made myself a bowl of oatmeal. Actual oatmeal, not the little packets you buy filled with maple and brown sugar. Real, plain, flavorless oatmeal. I put a little cinnamon in it for flavor, but it was not the best breakfast ive ever had. With that I choked down 24 oz of water and 9.pills! Everything from fish oil, to calcium. Lunch should be more exciting. And tonight, the gym!! I'm going to focus mostly on upper body the first couple days along with an hour of cardio. I am planning on being there 2 hours a day, 6 days a week, every week until I reach my goals.

This is going to be a long journey and I am expecting a few bumps along the way. I am hoping that writing this blog will help me to release my struggles instead of turning to food. Some days I may come and do nothing but complain (hopefully not too many) and other days I may come and talk about how easy and wonderful this is(maybe) . But regardless, this is my new life and I am going to make this change not only for myself, but for my loving and supportive family as well. So on that note, take care until next time!

"I wish I was as skinny as I was when I thought I was fat"